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iSsaLLmae
read my profile sign my guestbook Name: maecel Country: United States State: California Birthday: 12/21/1987 Gender: Female Interests: hMm. jest basically hangin out wid di ladies/hOMies/mi baby. nethin besides di obvious. Occupation: Student Message: message meEmail: email me Website: visit my website Member Since: 11/7/2002

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Monday, November 17, 2003

	Happy 16th Birthday Ms. Ashley Toves!
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Monday, November 10, 2003

You complete me
Like air and water boy
I need thee
And when I'm in your arms I feel free
Fallen
My heads up in the clouds in love
I'm proud
To you say it loud
Like an accident it happend
Out of nowhere
It just happend
And I aint mad at all
Because I've

Fallen
Head over hills
I've fallen
In love with you
I've fallen
And I can't get up
Don't wanna get up
Because of love

Fallen
Head over hills
I've fallen
In love with you
I've fallen
And I can't get up
Don't wanna get up
Because of love

Baby
To let you get away is crazy
so I'm doing what it takes
To make you pledge your love to me
You see cause I'm tryna be a lady
For ever and ever baby
The picture wouldn't be the same
If you weren't standing next to me
Can't you see I'm fallen

Fallen
Head over hills
I've fallen
In love with you
I've fallen
And I can't get up
Don't wanna get up
Because of love

Fallen
Head over hills
I've fallen
In love with you
I've fallen
And I can't get up
Don't wanna get up
Because of love

You compliment me
Not an accesory
Your nesesary
You never could speak bad words against me
Your bare with me
Security

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Saturday, November 01, 2003

my halloween

yesterday wus nates halloween party. i thought it wus pretty kewl. der wus dancing vid games fewd. the typical things a party shuld have. well before i went to nates thing me en ren went to shaz house den wee went up der. well nates thign lasted pretty long but i left around 1o.3o wid geah kay rey lighter boy!! en ren. wee went to my house where my ateh en steven wus. haha it wus hilarious cuz wee clogged tha tolets, lighter boy set off my smoke alarm!, tha singing! haha. wee jess basically kickked it. den jo came wid toney edison andy en sisco. dey walked her to my house so yea. but wen she came she automatically had to leave. toney en dem went back to tha party. about 3o mins later tha ppl dat wer at my house left xcept ren en even more ppl came ova. toney edison sisco gil rhode tin ronnie tinz brother mel jio en ren wer in tha house wen donna ian erwin ryan moore ppl wer outside. well everywun dat wus outside went home en yeaa. everywun inside went home hella late. ronnie tins bro en tin left ferst den jio en gil den rhode. toney edison sisco en mel all fell asleep en ren slept over. well dey all basically slept over since dey left at 2.18 im guessin haha in tha morning. im tryna make it sound so specific. here is sisco en toney asleep wen everywun wus still der. ronnie was sitting nexx to dem en all. haha mee en ronnie was messin wid toney. wee wus tryna feel up on hem makin hem think ronnie was touchin hem en crap but it wus really me. dat was hilarious. everywun else was either watchin BET or on tha computer dl some songs. here wee hav my baby sleeping on tha floor. he moved b/c he wanted ta lye down en cuz mee en ronnie wus messin wid hem too much. mel took dis picture. wen toney was sleep down there mel en rhode was messing wid hem by puttin kettle corn curnals, haha i deno how ta spell, in hez mouth er up hez nose en tryna blame mee. wee did tha same to edison cuz he as ferst sleeping by the couch on tha tiles on hez back. wee got it in hez mouth but mel told me ta wake hem so he wouldnt choke. haha. he got mel back i think. here..dis is mel fallin asleep on my table after talkin to dea on my cell. they ALL fell asleep waiting fer a ride en dey dint even kno who their ride wus. dat wus funny. now here is sisco asleep on tha couch still. he wus tha ferst wun ta sleep en tha last wun ta wake up. well he woke up fer like a second den went back to sleep. he was knocked out. wee dint mess wid hem. here wee hav edison sleeping on tha couch. he tried falling asleep on tha chair but he wusnt comfy so he moved to tha couch. out ov all ov em i think hez wun ov tha lightest sleepers. hee kept on moving wen i wus takin tha picture. i wusnt sure if he was awake er not. herez my baby toney dead asleep on tha floor. haha they wer all asleep in the livingroom en my mom was jess watching TFC jest staring at em haha. my baby was all snoring en my mom was "whoz that?" en i sed "mom its toney" haha that wus funny cuz she made a funny face haha. she sed he snores as loud as my daddy. well after dey left mee en ren finally got to go to sleep. ren dat loser face knew i was guna get a pic ov her sleepin too so she got wun ov me.

haha herez ren den herez me!

hehe this is gOing in each and every entree ima make haha:
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Friday, October 31, 2003

Happy Halloween!

well im going to start my xanga over. ive already started editing since i have nuttin else to do rite now so yea. itll probably be done by friday. well thas my deadline b/c i want my xanga to be in dedication of me en toney's 11 month anniversary so yea. i cant totally finish until i can use someone elses paint and recorder b/c my sister stoopidly deleted em. so until then..

o.y. message=":¦|[ i love you toney lamar mathis jr. ]|¦:" var neonbasecolor="ffffff" var neontextcolor="996666" var flashspeed=120 //in milliseconds ///Don't change anything below this line///// var n=0 if (document.all){ document.write('') for (m=0;m'+message.charAt(m)+'') document.write('') //cache reference to neonlight array var tempref=document.all.neonlight } else document.write(message) function neon(){ //Change all letters to base color if (n==0){ for (m=0;m

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Sunday, September 07, 2003

reminiscing..

12o7o2
sunset @ da beach
we wer lyin n eachoders arms
unda da fireworks
we wer keepin eachoder warm
wen trouble came along
u kept me from harm
i dint realize it den
dat it was ur charms
12th month ov da year wen we became us
a strong relationship binded togeder based on trust
no day w/out u in mind da whole day through
o7 days a week id think ov u
i dint kno how to express my feelins 4 u & wen
i dint kno how to sey it i dint kno rite den
evrytime im w/ u id feel brand new
wen u sed i love you
i knew i love you o2

Love or Infatuation?

Infatuation is fleeting desire - one set of glands calling to another. It is marked by feeling of insecurity. You are excited and eager but not genuinely happy. There are nagging doubts, unanswered questions, little bits and pieces about the relationship that you would just as soon not examine too closely. It might spoil the dream.
Love is friendship that caught fire. It takes root and grows, one day at a time. It is quiet understanding and mature acceptance of imperfection. It gives you strength and grows beyond you to bolster your beloved. You are warmed by his presence, even when he is away. Miles do not seperate you. But near or far, you know he is yours and you can wait.
Infatuation says, "We must get married right away. I can't risk losing him." Love says, "Be patient. Don't panic. Plan your future with confidence."
Infatuation has an element of sexual excitement. Whenever you are together, you hope it will end in intimacy. Love is not based on sex. It is the maturation of friendship that makes sex so much sweeter. You must be friends before you can be lovers.
Infatuation lacks confidence. When he's away, you wonder if he's being unfaithful. Sometimes you check.
Love means trust. You are calm, secure and unthreatened. He feels your trust, and it makes him even more trustworthy. Infatuation might lead you to do things you will never regret, but love never steers you in the wrong direction.
Love is elevating. It lifts you up. It makes you look up. It makes you better than you were before.

Baby it's love...
- no regrets
- no lack of confidence
- no questions
just..
trust, security, understanding, acceptance of imperfection, happiness, and so much more.

it might seem like i mite have that one regret on that unforgettable day long time ago but i dont. if that hadnt of happened then, a lot of things wouldnt hav happened at all. because of that day we now knO that we can survive it all.

I love you means..

" I love you.."
means that I accept you for the person you are..
and I dont wish to change you into someone else..
it means that I dont expect perfection from you just as you dont from me.

"I love you.."
means that I will love you and stay by your side through the worst of times..
it means lovin you wen youre grumpy or stressed.
it means lovin you when you're down not just when you're fun to be with.

"I love you.."
means that I know your deepest secrets and dont judge you for them askin in return only that you dont judge me for mine.
it means that I care enough ta fight for what we have and that I dont love you enough to let you go.
it means im thinkin of you.. dreamin of you.. wantin and needin you constantly and hopin you feel the same for me.

"I love you"
means forever..

i love everything about you toney mathis, the thing i love most is your patience.

truly an eternal flame..

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9 months ago from today..

you asked me to be yours in a magical place. disneyland! we were walking around the park all by ourselves. we sat on that little gate thing in front of the big lake so we could watch the fireworks. we stood up just hugging eachother like there was no one around but us. you then whispered in my ear those special words. right then and there we became "us". I gav you my answer en we had the most beautiful kiss. disneyland that day was one of the greatest days ever. a lot happened there that day. you asked me to be yours, we rode all these rides..splash mountain being my favorite ;) , we had our first real kiss there .. we made the most memories there. that day seems so absolutely perfect.

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Yesterday..

wee spent tha whOLe dayy together. wee watched alexis, watched parts of little rascals and men in black 2, baby tried training me in basketball, ate pizza, my baby made sum gewd fraps, i accidently hurt my baby!, i got a suprise =), and theres a first time fer everything ;) hehe.

basketball: well that wus kewl. wee jes mainlyy shot baskets en stuff. he all made mee bounce the ball 4 times before i can shoot it en wen i miss id ha ta keep gOing. not fair! wen he misses i hav ta get it. haha but iss kewl. my baby made a half court shot thO! BUT.. because he did dat, i had ta make it in 3 times in a row before we could eat. but heyy i did it! haha. sOo wen wee got in di house wee ordered sum pizza and cheesesticks.
tha suprise: it was funny..i fell asleep in my babys room while he was downstairs doing sumthing or sumwhere..i denO i fell asleep. haha. i woke up to tha door slammin en yeaa. my baby walked in tryna force mee ta use tha bathroom. haha gewd way to get mee out! well i went to tha bathroom en he slammed tha door behind mee. haha i was like okae. well i did wut i had ta dO haha [[dont think that!]] en went out. wen i came out i saw my baby run down tha stairs like hella fast. i wus like alrite?. well den i walked back in hez room en der it wus! sitting on hez bed was a big tigger [[bigger than alexis..hez baby sister]] and a note. wen i saw it wus jess sOo happy i picked it up en hugged it sOo tight! haha i love tiggers sOOo much! that was tha 2nd tigger he gav mee. after i saw it i heard him coming up tha stairs. he walked into tha room ta get tha rest ov hez bolba en dumped it in tha tolet [[wut a waste]] both ov couldn't stop smiling. i could tell he wus tryna keep a straight face but he couldnt. i gave hem hugs n kisses ta thank hem. en he still kept smiling. haha. after all that. wee went downstairs so he could make hez yumm SWEET fraps. they wer gewd thO but he fergot tha milk. haha
O u C H iE s Smy tummy hurts! baby, can you guess why?! :P
finally my entry is dun!

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